Making sure I am still the same. I been throuh another surgery again. Alienated and fearful of death. I swallow pills and forget your face. What was that I was going to yell? The hard choice of walking and breaking myself or the choice walking the right path to suffering and a comeback.
I have been in recovery since March 2008. I have had another chance at life and it's understanding. Angels guard me from demons and my enemies. I fear GOD and love my wife.
I gasp for understanding.. Beyond the river where the devil may lie. I heard the angels say it is almost over and doom is near.. I swear when I lay in my bed trying to sleep. Someone or something is looking at me. Besides that. I still hurt and have lots of pain. I am Stressed, depressed and have anxiety. Sigh.....GOD please I beg of you. I don't want to loose my wife to cancer..In 2 weeks is her test I pray to you to save her...AMEN
Aminda I can and never will get enough of you. I'll be back with more .....adios
