Tired!

It has beeenn forever. I have beeenn asleep and don't feel a thing. I'm exhausted and sleepy. I used to write my diaries back since in elementary. After I married my wife threw my stuff away. She said it was childish. Oh, whatever..............................

SO, I hate my situation, not my life. I hate to work, not my game. I love to argue, not to fight.
I will tell you not my life.

Killer dream.
I dream of sleep and sleep I need. I had this dream that I was asleep.
I have this desire for a nice soft bed. So, have my blankets cover my warm dead body.
Tonight I walk and drag my feet. I scream,"I'm FUCKING EXHAUSTED LET ME SLEEP!!!"
I cursor my self for not sleeping that well.
I wish I had more time to sleep.
I close my eyes as I walk the beat. I wish nothing more than a good night sleep.
Maybe tomorrow will be my lucky day.
I'll die and sleep all day. =)


PS
this blog was in my draft..it's orginal date is from 09/30/2007.